Close?

I feel like closing this blog.
Idk why.
Maybe cause expressing yourself is dumb?
Or is it because I feel like I'm expressing myself too much?
I feel like people know me more then I know them.

:/

I'll close this blog.

Hmmmm,.....

I may be closing my blog.

Sian.

Haiyah.
Missed out on Luke's gig.

But papa's birthday celebration was also fun.
Velyvely bloatedd.
:)


upcoming events?

Qi's basketball match.
Chloe's guitar session.
Luke's gig again.

and more.

:/

Should I ask her out?

haiyahh.
sian.

Zul so cowardly.
Tsk.

Time.

There's no time machine in this world.
There's no way you can go back.

If you wanna do something, just do it.
Why hold back?

What would happen if you do this?

Yes, what would?

Do it, and you'll find out.
Don't do it, and you'll truly regret.

but son't be a stupid asshole and rob banks and such.
That's fucking moronic.

Do great stuff that's benificial to you and others.
Don't hold back.

Do something to make others smile.
Do something to make the people you love smile.

Go and do something special for her, eventhough you know it's already over and you can't turn back time.
Tell her that you'll never forget.
Pluck up all the courage you have to not make your lips shiver while singing her a song for her birthday.

Do or die.

You can't turn back time.
I'm sorry to say that.

but you can start anew.


So don't waste your time wishing to turn back time.

Go and do something to make things normal again.

If, you find something missing somewhere..

edited cause maybe theres some misunderstandings;
SO why the hellllllll ammm i sooooo bloody afraid to ask her out on v day?!
OH right. cause v day is on chinese new year and she has to spend time with her family and im afraid of her rejection.
I can do the above but i cant do this. wtf.

and Ng Hui Ru gave me a wonderful idea! go out with her on another day!
wow.
haha, :)



I know this is confusing,
sorry.

hehheh.

:)

*this post was meant for me. "you" is refering to me. its me talking to myself.

ty!

& thank you HENG HWEE CHANG for tehh veriiii naiseeeee pullllohverrrrr.
i like.
:)

harluuuuuu.

Harluuuu peaplehhh.
I am now going to blog through an itouch.

:D

kewl seeolddd.

kay. my target is to blog till my eyes cant open no more.
so here goes nothing...

*music plays*

what I did so far in life.....

(CHEY, so dramatic)

I mean, what are the significant events that I can remember without me looking at my diaryyy...

The latest one is me going out with Clowayyyyy. (Chloe)
We were supposed to go to East Coast Park cause I was suppose to teach her how to play the guitar.
(CHEY, Zul seyyyy)

haha, :$

kay, we planned to go to ecp.
but then lazy uhh.
somemore so far.
and the transport fare for me is COSTLY ypu know!
not a student anymore..
*sighs*

Yew Tee to Hougang area; $3plus.

sad-ed

so, we went to vivo coty instead.

ate burgerking first.
she's so fascinated by little kids.
but i also am.
muahaha.

then after that blahblahblahhhhh

we went to the rooftop, i thought her, she asked me to teach her again next week, i said see first, she said okay, i said alright,
and we went home.
afrer printing her fnn things and teaching her some more stuffs.

the wind on the rooftop is veriiiiiii the naise i tell youuuuu.
somemore got dinosaurs you know!
right Chloe?

(kay, as if she knows my blog)

then went home.
shook her hand, which is kinda weird;
cause we were sitting sidebyside,
i was on the left, she was on the right,
i used my right hand to shake her left hand.

kay, funny.



AND then, i went to Diyanah's void deck.

you guys: For what Zul??

To surprise her during her birthday.


kay, info;
i went out with Chloe on 4th Feb, which is also Diyanah's birthday.
i went to HENG HWEE CHANG's place first to chillchill.
then met Chloe.
then the above thing happened.
then i went to Diyanah's place.


what did i do to surprise diyanah?
ask her your bloody self.
(y).



OKAY.
i thought i could blog about more than one day.
but TOO BAD.
my eyes dying alreadyyyy.

next time uh.
muahahahahahahha.


I cannot wait for school to start.

baibai peaplehhhhh.
goodnighttt.

:)

Hi Zul :)

Hi bestfriend. :)

This was meant to be a surprise entry, but i think you know about this already (because I told you last night). Hahah. & I thought I remembered your password clearly.. I THOUGHT. I had to browse through our 4, 372KB chat history to find it - that's how bad it is.

I haven't been talking to you lately. You've been busy with i-don't-know what, or rather you'll never stop being busy with i-don't-know what. For your own good, please find time to rest. (Hopefully by the time you read this, you've rest more than enough.)

Hey, we're all gonna embark on a new journey of our life in about two months time, and you're allocated to somewhere you like, somewhere you wish to be in, and most importantly somewhere you wanted. I'm feeling very happy for you. :) Yet again, our school is as far as the distance between heaven and hell. Honestly speaking, I can forsee that we'll be even more distant, and having more struggle in the number of words we type. But whatever is the case, I'll still reserve the place which read - bestfriend, for you. Okay, and all the best in achieving your goal(s) alright! :)

I've been thinking whether to publish this not. After all, is for you to read! So, I'll leave the desicion to you, and hopefully you'll notice this draft! If not ............. I'll be extremely sad. HAHAH.

Alright, I'll see you and your BANGS soon! Hahahahah! I need to sleep now! Goodnight! 8)

Love,

HweeChang

SH.

Kay.
Sorry for not posting for a very long time.
My computer sucks.

What happened the past few days...

Jogging on Monday & Tuesday.

Town on Wednesday to watch movie and such.

Town on Thursday for idk. Followed people cause they wanna shop.

Went to school on Friday at around 2.30plus for JA meeting on cross country.
After that, went to Yingqi's basketball match.
Dunearn won! WOOOOOOO~!
Then, went to BBQ near Bukit Batok CC.



Woah.. seriously lazy to get into details.

Next post more detailed lah kay.

& I've a new friend.

Stacy Huang.

Jyeah.
(Y).

Kay,
byebye.

Takecare motherfs.

Peace.